Sometimes you just have to look back at your past and smile about how far you've come.
Monday, May 26, 2014
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
11 Years of friends, 30 life days!
Tomorrow (or today if you are reading this on 5/22/14) is my Esa's life day! She is rather she likes it or not turning 30! But as i been saying for years, the number does not matter for you are only as old as you feel!
I have the honor of knowing her for the past 11 years and looking forward to the net 90! We have been though it all together, the Ups and downs of college, Life and everything else! We have made a pact to be there for each when and so far so good! Sure we may not talk or see each other as much but we are only a phone call away or we can always stalk each other on Facebook! The reason why our friendship has survived is because it takes two to tango and we are both committed to this dance!
I hope that you my dear Esa's have an awesome, wonderfully, amazing, purple unicorn life day! because you are an awesome amazing, wonderful, lady! I am so lucky to have in my life not only as one of my besties, but also as a sister because that is what we are my dear! Family weather you like it or not :P! Thank you for being you and never stop being you because i am not sure if i would like you any other way!
Love and Miss you! Sending you lots of Huggles!
Sunday, May 4, 2014
May The 4th Be With You, Also Logic beats The Force!
So The other night i was having a nice chat with Cali-Mum and it got me thinking how in some way or another we truly all are connected! She was telling me how much Froggy's Bio-Dad was into Star Trek, which is something i have in common with him. Don't get my wrong i love Star Wars just as much but Star Trek was my first love! I mean Froggy and I meet on SW.com so we have that common! It is almost like Froggy and i were destined to be together, if you believe in destiny that is!
Froggy and I have other things in common but i feel as connected to his family as i do my own! Which is why i think the move to Cali has been so easy for me, i mean yes i do miss my FL family, but its a normal thing to miss those that we love and are far away from! With Froggy's family and friends i have been accept with open arms and it feels like i have always belonged here. Sure we have our rough spots but lets face it no one is perfect but its how you deal with the rough spots that make all the difference in the the world!
Speaking of friends, most of my best and dearest friends i have meet though a love of sci-fi and the i come to find out that more often than not we have another mutual friend. Its just nice thinking that if you really think about it we are not as alone in this universe as we sometimes feel!
It is truly:
Froggy and I have other things in common but i feel as connected to his family as i do my own! Which is why i think the move to Cali has been so easy for me, i mean yes i do miss my FL family, but its a normal thing to miss those that we love and are far away from! With Froggy's family and friends i have been accept with open arms and it feels like i have always belonged here. Sure we have our rough spots but lets face it no one is perfect but its how you deal with the rough spots that make all the difference in the the world!
Speaking of friends, most of my best and dearest friends i have meet though a love of sci-fi and the i come to find out that more often than not we have another mutual friend. Its just nice thinking that if you really think about it we are not as alone in this universe as we sometimes feel!
It is truly:
It's a world of laughter, a world of tears.
It's a world of hopes and a world of fears.
There's so much that we share,
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all.
It's a world of hopes and a world of fears.
There's so much that we share,
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
There is just one moon and one golden sun.
And a smile means friendship to everyone.
Though the mountains divide,
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all.
And a smile means friendship to everyone.
Though the mountains divide,
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
It's a Small World" was written by the Sherman Brothers in 1963.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
Thursday, May 1, 2014
13 years

Some years are better then others, some years May 1st goes by with out me thinking about! Some years i wake up thinking about and some years it does not hit me until the middle of the day! May 1st 2001 was a day that i will never forget for its the day that i lost one of my very bestest and dear friends (LeeLee)! She was a light in a dark world, she was the one that showed me the fun of boarding school! She did not judge and accepted people for who they were! She was so full of life even while fighting cancer! She shared a love of Star Trek and Sailor Moon! Late night chocolate fun and gab sessions!
Its been 13 years since her passing and even though she is gone she is still in my heart! She showed what life is all about and made the most of her short yet amazing time on earth! In the crazy,sad,happy, funny, amazing, times i feel like she is looking down and giving her encouragement! She is there warping a hug around those that need it!
She is a shining star!
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
A Name
I saw his name today for the first in like forever and i realized just how small of a world it is that we live in! it seems like almost everyone knows someone in a circle and we are all connected! Its funny because when i saw his name this time all i felt was anger for the way that it ended and the fact that we could not be friends! I mean most of my past relationships have never remained in the friend-zoned, the only one is the man who is now my (froggy) husband!
Seeing my ex's name made me so thankful that things turned out like that they for as much as i gave my heart to the Pink Ninja being with him did not let the real me shine, sure i grew and found out so much more about myself and learned a few new things along the way but it was not me! It also brought me to some of the most amazing peeps ever and some lasting friendships were made from it but a small part wishes that he and I could have remained friends too!
I guess my husband is really the only one who completely understands and puts up with me, not because he has to but because he wants to! after all that we have been though what it really comes down to is love! The fact is that i have married my best friend and i would not have it any other way for it is true that Love really is
Seeing my ex's name made me so thankful that things turned out like that they for as much as i gave my heart to the Pink Ninja being with him did not let the real me shine, sure i grew and found out so much more about myself and learned a few new things along the way but it was not me! It also brought me to some of the most amazing peeps ever and some lasting friendships were made from it but a small part wishes that he and I could have remained friends too!
I guess my husband is really the only one who completely understands and puts up with me, not because he has to but because he wants to! after all that we have been though what it really comes down to is love! The fact is that i have married my best friend and i would not have it any other way for it is true that Love really is
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
New International Version (NIV)
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Sunday, April 6, 2014
what i should have said!
The other day i did a good deed for a dear friend and afterwards we were having a chat! I wanted to say something during the chat but i was scared of how it would come across and i did not want it to sound rude of self-conceded. But seeing as it been a few days and the words are still having on my heart i feel they just need to be said so here it goes :
"God has sent be to be an ambassador for him and to show that he does care about you, that there is good in life and that everything does indeed happen for a reason! we may not feel like it and understand the reason for they may not be all that good but it brings us to the path that we are pose to be on and brings us to the people that we need most in our lives! He does have a master-plan for your life and want you to know that he does indeed exist!"
"God has sent be to be an ambassador for him and to show that he does care about you, that there is good in life and that everything does indeed happen for a reason! we may not feel like it and understand the reason for they may not be all that good but it brings us to the path that we are pose to be on and brings us to the people that we need most in our lives! He does have a master-plan for your life and want you to know that he does indeed exist!"
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
life is good!
I had an amazing life day weekend! it did not turn out like i thought it would, because it turned out even better! it was a weekend filled with family, old and new friends! it was filled with laughter and love! good food and drinks! it was a great celebration of life!
In other news we are still house hunting! keeping our toes crossed that the right one will come along soon! Because we are having a blast with the rents, but it would be nice to have a place to call our own!
In other news we are still house hunting! keeping our toes crossed that the right one will come along soon! Because we are having a blast with the rents, but it would be nice to have a place to call our own!
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