silly fear

we have a few weddings to go to next year and my biggest fear is that they will be better and more fun then our own, silly i know. But none of that really matters now, the most important thing is that love is alive.

different but still friends!

I love the fact that my friends and i have different opinions about the world but don let it get in the way of our friendships.may not always like the other beliefs but we don't let it ruin our friendship. it just means that we are human an have our own minds!

I also love the fact that even though we may not see eye to eye on things, its nice knowing that my hubby always has my back and supports me no matter how crazy my ideas are! he loves me for me and most importantly he lets me be me!

I had a nice chat with one of my gmas today along with my dad. i am always amazed about surprised my dad is to found me sounding so happy, i know that he was worried because of the divorce with my mom. But Froggy and I have know each other for over ten years and by no means did we rush into marriage, but it is nice knowing how much my dad really does care about me. I know that my gma was woried about my move to Cali, but she is also loving the fact of how much i have spread my wings and now understands that i made the right choice along with my dad.

I really do feel like that move the to cali has helped me in so many ways, i am finding my own voice, my own friends, and living my life to the best that i can! i have an awesome support network, that include my west cost family and me east cost fam, it truly is the best the both worlds.

The best thing is that is been a year and half since the last bronchitis flair up! i feel great and i am losing weight, life is good!

" The Reason I Can Be Who I Am Is Because You Are Here "

I been feeling out of sorts lately, due to being stressed from work, being sick and hot cali days.But all of that has change in the last week due to the fact that work started this workout challenge and give us Fitbits. Having the Fitbit and the challenge has really helped in getting me to move.

Today i woke up in a good mood and feeling more flexible, more like me. Another thing is the fact that i had started to read the bible again, listening to worship music and letting God back in.  I have made the decision that since its a new month i am getting rid of some of the negativities that i have let take over. In by doing that it means saying goodbye to some things but its for the best. I need to do what is right for me. I need to go back to the things that make me happy and not doing things because they make others happy! its my life and no one else's, i have my beliefs and you have yours.

I need to focus on spending more time  and doing things with my husband and us being an us, not worrying about silly websites and stressing out about things that are out of my control. Need to spend more time with the people who truly care and less with the ones who only semi-care! Its a new month so its time to start things on the right foot and enjoy life once more!

its time to live in the moment, have fun and worry less!