Thursday, April 25, 2019


One night in mid October before bed I felt a migraine coming on, no big deal as I've been dealing with migraines most of life. Took some meds and went to bed. The next morning the migraine was still there and is still here. That is right Y'all the migraine I keep talking about is the same one I've had since October. It hasn't left, it's just dulled.

The best way I can describe it is like I have a swarm of Bees living in my head. When the neds kick in the bees are just buzzing around annoying but can deal with. Once the meds wear off, it's like bees wake up and start stinging (Not fun and so painfully ).  Sone days once the Bees wake up it's hard deal to, yes they're are even tears but that's what my life has been since October and why this blog has been collecting dust!

I'm still here

Just a quick update, sorry  that the blog has gone quite for a bit as I'm still dealing with my never ending migraine! We saw the neurologist yesterday and determined that med dose increases was in order. Also found out that dairy products are a migraine trigger, so I'm now going dairy free full time.

Sunday, February 3, 2019

Sometimes a little bit of sunshine is all you need

This Florida trip has been filled with happy times, sad, tears and laugher but I feel it is just what the souls has needed.

It nice seeing Kato saying "I do "

It was sad saying goodbye to Aunt RayRay but it eases the pain knowing that she is no longer in pain.

So amazed and grateful for the amazing kindness and understanding (not to mention treatment of a Queen) that Linds has shown me.

So very Thankful to Froggy for giving me the pushed for this time with the family.

The bonus of this trip has been the time spent with my grandma and knowing that it might be the last time she remembers me.

But so glad to have this time with everyone to make new memories and for every moment to count.

The only will hiccups in this trip was the fact that E and I couldn't see each other but we've chatted and it's always nice being in the same time zone. (Also under the moon and stars at the same time ).

Wednesday, December 12, 2018

Making space mum proud

One of the things I loved most about Carrie Fisher was that she made not being normal well normal.

I'm going on week 6 of a Migraine (along with dizziness ) and yesterday I had my 3rd attempt at an MRI which thankfully I was able to do. Because I took meds.

By doing something I was reminded that Carrie said that its OK to take them if you need them. It's not a sign of weakness but of strength.

Friday, October 26, 2018

I just

Want to feel normal again. All of this month I've been feeling off and super sick. Thankfully in two weeks I have a doctor's appointment to get a few things checked out and hopefully some answers.

This time of waiting and not knowing is super scary and because I've been so out of it as of late, I feel like I've let people down.

I'm sure many of my friends have noticed but I've been super focused on baseball as of late, that is because it's keep me from worrying about what the Doctor is going to find or not find. Even though it's out of my control baseball has given me something I can control (I hope that makes sense)!

If you the praying type I could use some or if you are not the praying type it would be great if you could send some good vibes my way.

Lots of love to Y'all!

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

I feel

Like I'm being a friend by not asking how you are but I also feel like  I'm being a friend by letting you be and just reminding you that I'm here for you. That I love you. That you are stuck with me until the beyond the end of time.

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

31 photos

For the month on October I've been challenged to 31 B&W (no people) !