Saturday, October 27, 2012

The Plans

Since the election is almost here and early voting starting today, I thought that it would be a good idea to Share the Plans of those running for President so that everyone can be an informed voter and make the choice that is right for them!

The President's Plan

Mitt's Plan

Gary Johnson's Plan

Friday, October 19, 2012


That is how many days there are to until Sean  (Froggy) and I say "I DO"!

This event has been 9 (10 years by the wedding) years in the making. There have been so many different roads and paths to get here, so many ups and downs. But its all been leading up to this! I know that we are still a year out and there are sure to be more ups and downs, but we are committed to each other! 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

9 years ago....

I was having a really bad night, so i went online in hopes that my "Brother Wish.E.Wish" would be there. Sadly he was not but my friend Lisa was, Lisa and i talked until l she had to go. she was worried about leaving me so she sent one of her friends to talk, turns our that was the best thing she could have done. For not only did it end up saving my life in more ways then one, it was the start of this crazy adventure that would become Sean and I!

I know from the moment i hard his voice in November of 2003 and the fact that our first phone conversation last four plus hows that he was the one for me. My theory was confirmed when he made his first trip out to see me in December of 2003. The fact that he cried for me when i cry not, i will never forget the feeling of his tears on my face, as i closed the book of MAT (for what i thought was for good).  I remember the first time he said "I Love You". I was sitting outside my moms house while national championship game was going on inside. I was still not in the best mind set for i was still trying to get over MAT and that sadly made Sean my rebound guy.

I don't like the next part in our story but it has to be told
Then right before I was to graduate  Someone new came into my life and He was here in town. where as Sean was still in Cali. So in January of 2006, i meet the "Pink Ninja" and by my birthday of that year, the ninja and i become an us. I did not tell Sean because i still wanted him to come to my graduation  So i  had my whole family cover for me, until My middle sister had enough and told me if did not tell Sean by her birthday (which happened to be 6.6.6 that year) she was going to give the family a gift herself and tell Sean  So i finally broke down and told Sean the truth  The Ninja and i had our first date on my sisters birthday (we went to see the omen which would be a sign in its self).  it was about a few months after the Ninja and I, that i started thinking that i may have mad a mistake. It was not until that i got that awful call from Bestie friend "E" telling me that Arky had passed away. At first i thought that "E" was joking, but then i realized that she was crying. I was in shock and the Ninja did nothing for me. So i called Sean and he was there more for over the phone, then the Ninja was who was right next to me. The other thing Sean did for me that stood out during our time of next being together was he let me listen to all of the star wars celebration 4 opening ceremorys via phone, since i could not be there. The back of my mind was exciting because he still cared.

Flash forwarding to my just before my 26th birthday. The Ninja calls things off and Karma totally kicked my butt. I never dreamed that Sean would take me back, after i killed his heart. But we started really talking again and He even came out to visit that summer. He ended up taking me back and we have been together ever sense.

Now our wedding is only 368 days away. We are finally together in the same state learning how to live and not kill each other. we are learning so much about each other, that each and every day is a new day. I am so thankful that for the past 9 years that i cant wait to see what the next how in store for us!

Sunday, October 14, 2012


This weekend has gone by way to fast, i guess some of that is due to the fact that i went into work on Saturday for four hours and then went home to figure out what dinner was going to be. I wish that the weekends were a bit longer, because there is never enough time to get everything done. Tonight i am going to see MythBusters with AWH and Linds, which should be fun. Froggy has to work today so sadly he wont be able to join in the fun. Today has been good, Just watched Felix Baumgarder make his historic jump from space.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

making dinner!

so i am not a great cook, but i love cooking, well make that baking. so tonight froggy and i are have started our week of dog sitting for mom and moms kitchen  is so much better then my own so i thought it would be a fun idea to show off my cooking skill and make a yummy dinner, already off to a bad start for a bought and cooked way too much meat, but i am going to save it and we can have tacos for lunch tomorrow. So that is good. once the main course is out of the oven i can get to work on the cake, I really hoping that dinner is not going to be a complete disaster !

so Dinner was very Yummy!

The Bridge!

I have this friend, who has become kinda like a bridge from my past to now. He knows both the FCJKS (First Coast Jedi Knights)and the Casbah Crew. He is still part of my life to see the present with froggy (even if its only Via Facebook). I am so thankful for his counting friendship even if we don't see each other. Being invited to his birthday bash a few months ago was more important and a big milestone in my life. It helped me fully put the past with TP fully behind me and showed me that i was able to do things by myself. That i am much stronger then i give myself credit for. His party was just what i needed and i am not even sure that i can ever thank him fully for the gift that he give without even knowing it. My only complaint is that i wish we could see each other more, but he is a busy man as am i. I would Like to think that Dman is in my life for a lifetime, but do we really know how the season will treat us from year to year.

 Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

 When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

 Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.

 LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. — Unknown

 I am just thankful for all of the friendship that i have now, the ones that have lasted though the ups and downs of this crazy world we live in. I know that to some i have not been the best of keeping in contact and coming to visit. I know other we hardly take even on Facebook and for that i am so very sorry, Just know that you are all never far from my heart!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Debates 2012

Thankfully This year i know who i am going to vote for, as i believe most of my peeps do. We may not all be voting for the same person but that is what makes things great, to each there own. with that being said, things can get kinda nasty which is why i find myself watching the debates on channels that lean towards the other guy, just to get a feel of what the other side is thinking. its really help in conversations the next day and i wish that more people thought to look at things from the other-side.