She lived a long and good life!

Yesterday my grandma (Coco) went on to finally join Pops (my grandpa) for a game of bridge in heaven. She will be remembered for her love of hosting and attending parties. Her love of getting dressed up and not leaving the house until her hair and lipstick were perfect. Her smile that seemed to make her eyes sparkle. Her good deeds and kind words. Her love of reading and writing. Her love of playing card games and watching funny movies on the Telly.  

 She will be missed but is now in a better and pain free place in heaven. For she will be having fun putting together puzzle sand hosting parties! And of course seeing all of her old friends and family for lots of fun card games! 

Kissed by a rose

So excited for due to the lack of rain, I thought that my rose bushes were gone, but this evening just as the sun was going down, the roses decided to show themselves!

Something new, something great!

I feel something in the air, I feel like the winds are changing. Like something bigger and great is just around the river bend. I am not sure what it is or when it's coming! But I know that it's up to me to do something. I have so many ideas but just no idea how to get them off the ground but I trust in the Lord that he has a plan and everything will work out just the way it's ment to be!

Happy Life Day Esa!

Today is my Esa life day and I am so glad that we get to celebrate your life for another year! This has been such a crazy year filled with ups and downs, but though it all, you have been you! The best part is that you are still here and I hope that be the case for the next 150 years! You are my soulmate, you make life so big, bight and full (you don't have to agree with me, but it's true) we are a few month into our 13th year together and yet it feels like we have been together our whole life! I can't wait for our next big adventure because I know that when we are together we are unstoppable and the world better look out for big things are in the works, I have foreseen it! Love and miss you! May your day be filled with extra love and all of your wishes come true!

What a weekend!

It started on Friday with Froggy taking a trip to the ER, which turned out to be nothing (thank goodness). Saturday was spent meeting my Big Sis face to face and having a fun day of laughter, friendship, and love! It was also a miniature Cantina Crew get together! Love the fact that my Big sis was the same offline as she is online. She was very real and not fake! She is no longer pretend!

15 years

Tomorrow Since you have been gone, LeeLee so much has changed and yet so much remains the same. The world is a scary place but I am so thankful for the lessons learned from you. I am thankful for the friendship that I have because of the kindness that you showed me. You helped me be the person I am today by being you, so this year I am not going to dwell on the fact that you are gone because I know that you are in a much better and pain free place.  Instead this year I am going focus on the power of friendship!

Not again

This May it will be 15 years since LeeLee's passing. Today I have been feeling uneasy because I have another friend who has started her battle with cancer. The same evilness that took LeeLee from me is now affecting another dear friend and it totally sucks. I wish that we could find a cure for this evilness and bring it to a stop so that others don't have to lose their lives. I know that my friend is going to fight this because she is strong and it was caught early but it does bring up losing LeeLee all over again!