LeeLee day 2017

I know what today is, besides being May 1st (May day) it's also LeeLee day. But something is different this year, I am not sad sad, I am sad because I feel like I should be sad but I am not. (Hope that makes some sense). I know that she is gone and I know that she is looking down on me.  I know that she is in a much better place and pain free. I think maybe that is why I am not sad sad this year. I have finally gotten over the fact that she is gone, that she is in a better place and pain free. I know she has been gone for many years and each year it gets better. This year might be the most pain free. She is gone but not forgotten, she lives in our hearts and in the light of the moon!