feeling loved!

With it being 4th of July weekend, I been feeling very loved and wanted! Its been the small things, like Prinny sending vids of her amazing firework shows and wanting me to come visit her next July 4th! Its been the mini chats with my Big Sis! Its been the text from Esa letting me know that even if we are far apart we are still together! Its been Linds planning what fun things we will be doing once i make the trip home! Its been the phone Calls from AWH keeping me in the loop and not making it seem like i am so far away from the office!

Its been the fun times with the Cali family and the FL family when they were out for there visit! It was nice seeing two of my worlds getting along so well! I know that its been hard for the FL family to see me spread my wings and fly but its been the best thing for me! I am so much happier here and it just feels right! Sure i miss the FL family i would be crazy not too, but its the normal kind of missing (hope that makes sense)! I am having fun being me, having people like me for me and not for who they think that i am or because of who my mom and dad are! I am me and only me!

I sometimes find it funny that my bestes friends live so far away from each other! Esa is in SC, Prinny is  in MI, Cindy-Lou is in TX, and Linds is in FL! I call these gals my Fab 4 because they are Fabulous and we have been by each others side for the good times and the not so good times! They helped make my Wedding to Froggy a dream come true! One of my fav memories from my Sister's Margo's Wedding was the night before the big she and Ktoe made there way to my room! We talked until we fell asleep holding hands! That moment meant so much because it seemed to say that no matter what happened we would always be sisters! I wanted to have a moment like that before I said I do, but it was not to be the case with my sisters, instead i had an a great night with the Fab 4 and my brother P-man! It might not been the same as Margo's wedding but it meant just as much because not matter where life takes us I know and I hope that they know we will always have each others back because that is what friends are for!

What it comes down too is no matter the distance if you make the time, you are not that far apart from the ones who love! I love that even though its be ages, i feel like with my friends and family we can always pick up right where we left off as if its been only hours instead of the days, that is the sign of everlasting love and friendship!

"There are days when those gray skies
Make you blue
Each forward step you take
You fall back by two
You've been hit by some hard knocks
You just can't stand
Feeling like Alice felt
In Wonderland
Let me be the one to lend a hand
CHORUS:
Call my name and I'll be there
There's nothing like the laughter that we share
Whenever you need someone
Or a shoulder to lean on
Call my name and I'll be there
And when life's going your way
Just like a breeze
It's a kite-flying kind of day
Above the trees
Together we'll be making memories
REPEAT CHORUS
As this world turns us around
We hang on to what we've found
A treasure we both need
I will go that extra mile
To give you back that certain smile
That you've given me
I'll answer every time and anywhere
REPEAT CHORUS
Call my name and I'll be there
Call my name and I'll be there
Call my name
Call my name
I'll be there

Songwriters
Howell, Sandra / Author, John Miyagi / Benghiat, Michael Ralph / Heyward, Andy"